Talking to her is so frustrating sometimes, because it feels like I'm dating a block of wood. She doesn't confide in me, oh yeah im fine im okay, fuck obviously youre not. If not why would i ask right. Hiding things from me, youre supposed to feel safe telling me things like youre fuckkng bestfriend, bitch. and shes always the boring one in the conversation. I can't take it anymore. Sometimes it drains my energy just to be on the phone with her. I sincerely regretted changing my twitter display photo. Ugh! I dare to say that she can converse better with her friend than with me, we just have no common topic to talk about! This is getting worse, sonetimes I tried I to liven it up by saying something sweet. But noo, it's just a block of wood remember? I can't take it anymore. I have come to a decision, from now I won't be initiating any phone calls to her anymore because that would be a terrible idea, making it even more unbearable for me. Sometimes I wonder if she's right for me.