swear its damn awkward, thought it will be nice to open myself up to you with this. but then again, after reading my previous posts its damnnnnnnn awkward uhhhh. oh well, a new chapter of my life has just begun.

idk man, its like the whole Australia thing obstacle is gonna be the biggest badass obstacle i will ever face in my whole life? as much as i want to be with you, this is something that ive never done before, i do get scared that i might not that qiang after all. BUT, im willing to get this my all of course. losing you because of this is such a waste la. dont let time bring us down. must.stay.optimistic.at.all.times.