was reading a friend's livejournal just now, and i got random and decided to post something on this forsaken blog. it's been really really long ever since i blogged, from what i can recall the last time was all about that whore. (extrasss: i have to admit im feeling the fucking ultimate hatred for her even until now without even realising. what ahmad said was right, whatever i preach to him, i dont practise. whatever it is, it's a fine line between love and hatred, lets hope i dont have to see you or even hear about you ever again.)

so as i was saying, life's really fucked for me. everything's not going on smoothly at all. first thing first, exam results. im gonna get buttpoked to the core when results are released. i really need to buck up and stop lazing around. i need a motivator hahaha, preferably a girl.

next, having holidays now and it doesnt even feel like it is. im still so busy, i need more time to hang out with my friends, buddies and all. NOTE TO SELF: HAVE TO MEET ABBY, LIXIN, WATI, ANDRE AND (anyone who i missed out) DURING THE HOLIDAYS. i swear the fucking certified financial planner certification program course is ultimate kill braincells. the whole bunch of notes is like a combination of 3-4 lecture books. had my first lesson today, basically whatever we learnt in Personal Financial Planning in school is in the whole thing, what a waste of money.

before i forget, i have to look for a nice watch, because sis is gonna buy it for me as birthday present YESSSSAAARRR. i need headphones too, gonna get it during IT fair. my ultimate #1 of to-get list is iPhone. i know im damn lagger, perhaps even slower than a lagger. BY 4TH OF MAY! that is because im gonna persuade my dad to get me one somehow when he changes his service provider. i rather spend my money on something more practical.

had a chat with henry last night, we were talking about motherbitches. ohsofickle tammy, SOMEHOW if you are happening to read this LOL my bro henry thinks you're hawt. how about this i pay you $50, and you go on date with him. HAHAHA. you know what, how often do you find your cup of motherbitch and realise that she is already taken. let me tell you, ALL THE FUCKING TIME. its always the same la. its either she's taken, lesbian or she hates you. i pray to the 2389275 gods in this world, let the right one appear soon la. your creation, alex is not known for his patience.

to end this post, i want to tell you cc that i really really like your lips. can i touch it with mine?