happy and boring chinese new year, we're all growing out of it. like what mom said, christmas and chinese new year become less festive as we grow older, cause we dont really get excited over little things. cousin brought her toy poodle to my house during cny reunion dinner, swear she's so freaking adorable that everyone in the house was praising her like mad. her name is meatball, and she's ten times cuter than phoebe's dog, yx's dog or any other dogs. i think im in love with a bitch! ( will upload the photos soon, i hope)

i miss school, i miss going to school to see people i know and people i dont.
life was hard to live for the past few days. its getting better now, although i still let my mind wander away sometimes. this whole thing is just retarded, it isnt supposed to be this tough. it should enjoyable, fun, jovial, not stressing and frustrating. brrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
im still young, i can still get used to this slowly.

oh yeah, im so crazy over Audi R8, that just seeing it in real life can give me the orgasm of my life. it will be so powerful and insane that i'll shoot all over the windscreen and clog up the exhaust pipes! haaa, just kidding. let me drive an Audi R8 round my house's carpark on my birthday as a present please? let me rev that insanely gorgeous beauty and admire her wonderous orgasmic engine roar. AHHHHHHHHH, i have to stop it already. i sounded like im going to have sex with a metal.