The Past The Love The Memory

Monday, June 19, 2006 @ 3:34 AM

Eyes wide open, still no sign of fatigue. Im 15 this year and im not able to think for myself. im experiencing adolescence, can't handle girls, education and well-being problems very well yet.

Have been msning the whole night, talked to abby, andre, zihui, yuanmay, jennifer, isabelle jie, linda jie and kuhan, but all these time spent msning, i did not take my eyes off Anonymous's nick and what song is Anonymous hearing. what shit is this man?!

Its was just yesterday that i said to myself to forget about Anonymous after reading Anonymous recent blog post about a guy (me) who Anonymous found annoying after chatting from 4am to 6am. Who on earth would do such a heartless thing to a person who likes him/her?! So i began to realise Anonymous only treat me like a odinary friend. Yet, im thinking of Anonymous now, no wonder i couldn't sleep. I still like Anonymous alot, but i made a painful decision to end our misery.

I told Anonymous's best friend, who knew that i like Anonymous, that i never liked Anonymous before and stuff. Anonymous best friend wanted us to be together, by doing so, Anonymous's best friend wouldn't make me go out with her. telling Anonymous's best friend also prevents Anonymous from suspecting anything.

blogskins.com had maintenace! wth la... waited for 24 hours just to change my blogskin. very efficient huh? -.-